Sunday, February 17, 2008

wait for me..

Tomorrow is the start of a new chapter in my life. One that I have been waiting for to happen.

Hopefully, this one I get to keep for much much longer for now. I don't want to jump from one job to another -- pretty much like my lovelife right now.

Who knows, maybe tomorow's gonna be different this time. Not that I want my whole life to change, but I guess, all I want is to find whatever it is that I am looking for.

One that gives me enough to look forward to the next day.

I met up with friends last night. And for the very first time -- atleast for me -- we were complete. I missed them so much. And although not all of us went together to our next destination, still, it was a chance we would always treasure.

I cherish my friends more than anything. Heck, I'd even choose them over my partner. maybe because I know that when all seems lost, other than my family, it is them that I look for comfort.
We had a couple of beers. They got plok-ed while I got drunk. Went straight home, unfortunately, I missed my family's sunday church tradition. Good thing my dad wasn't mad at me for skipping this one.

I still miss you. I still think about you. Hell, I still shed tears when I remember you. But I know it's not the right time for another chance for us...yet. I am happy.. atleast I think so. I hope you are, too. maybe now is not the time but I am hoping it'll be someday.

So, wait for my return. Wait for me. I'll be back. And hopefully, you're still there waiting for me too.


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